i can not live if there is not a bottle of casiss
and orange or grape or grapefruit juice in my fridge.
became so attached, my.

again, bro forgot to give me money so i pass ginger coffee today.
...
amazing, that 30% of marriages here made up because of pregnancy.
(being born from such a marriage could share the experience how awful it is.
the marriage, respectively. on the other hand, in such a marriage the kid is
often adored. (just because you simply can not adore your partner, huh?)
and i never experienced the definite jelousy towards both not macthed sides,
taking one side or another on mood. yeah, probably i was the quite lucky one)

the other 70% are made of kids oriented (so to say family oriented) marriage.
i have been always thought, it is just the reverse of first case where in the very
end you just keep patience towards the one, you happened to get married with.

probably, i have never seen here the marriage, truly amazing, without kids.
when you are so merged with your partner, that anything else would be trouble.
i am blessed in being the exception (not that both families, i belong to, like it)
and would have not imagined how i am to share my adorable brother with my own kids.

but i do know, that i would have failed every good match towards me.
just because it is impossible to marry here if you can not have kids :O
wherever it is, to think about it. just in our land it is so much excessive.
at least this i was taught, if you do not have money, you do have body.
to give a birth to cute someone, who will inherit.

who needs that, anyway.

even if i can not have kids, it changes nothing.
but i can make up so many cases where it could have.
ならないってよかったじゃー。