оу. я исхитрилась впихнуть в наш комп русский.
значит ли это что я теперь буду писать на этом чудном языке?
ну-ну. это просто к тому что у меня есть русский если вдруг что.
то есть если совсем припечет ：Ｏ

today in the news was announced that this year (already?!)
30 000 guys went suicide because of the very harsh life.
that is much, about 100 every day if we are speaking roughly.
in the reality it is about 50 000.

bro, commenting it pointed out the fact that
we are living in such a heaven place that even a little trouble
make people think their life is ended up and forever once.
that is true, i have studied it through sociology where this
phenomen is called like great suffering from the indefendity.
(неопределенности) japanese people like when all is defined.
when everything is right. when something goes out of the range -
死んだほうがい。

but i am already used to this.
...
indeed, when bro will decide to become allmighty and take
this world down finally, he will go to the finance department.
(so much in love with money, aw!) but i am not allowing yet.
i want my own local definity. my own designed house and.
i do not care about social status less if that is about home.

as for me, finance is ちょつまらん。
why people get so much money, being there and even enjoy?
something, i could never get.

but adorable, adorable.
every king has to be impressive in knowing all about finance.
...
that is funny that we are being so freaking busy that do not
have even one day to normally make a nice awesome date.
we are so much adored because our dates are pefrect.
but hell we can with all this paper work, i want finally to end.

today i was excessive and so so wanted to ask the phone number
of that city hall guy. bro commented is as all the world around
(including him) is 真面目 and Ren is again やばすぎて　(;つД｀

生活はくるしー( ~◇ Zzz笑