once upon a time i wrote here -
*it would be so amazing if one day i will be said the same.
i would be so proud of this fact, hence so proud of myself.
i would spread out my happiness onto this sinful world!*

the day has come, when i am so often told -
日本人と変わらない。

the times, when i accepted this with the blessed grace, passed.
now i am just proud. of the way, i managed in such a short time.

we are of the same blood, you and i.