bro is saying that is not good if a young lady like me すぐ泣く。
but i can not help it, i am always crying since i come home.
because that is the only thing i can do. cry. cry even more.
i have so much to lose in a proportion when you can not live.
when you do not want to live anymore.

we are always that much laughing at those, who are following this way.
but honestly. i can precisely describe conditions when i do the same.

今日は。。。つらかったんだ。