4 a.m., black tea and that trembling in hands.
what i am gonna say? do i have something to?
do i have a right to? am i imagining things, m?
that is the path, where i am afraid to be denied.
to think of it, not of a big deal.

looking from the sides - excessively self-neglecting.
accepting the part where i am gonna beg for smth,
i seem to be highly dependent on. just so frustrating.

コイツに絶対に騙されちゃうよ。

and bro is right,
知らないうちにやるからな。
知らないうちにやりたいんで。

the most simple word in the world.
遊んでくれ。やってくれ。させてくれ。

気にして。