well, probably a lot of years later on
i can fullfill that dream about children.
on the conditions, where that only child
will be sent over to a central mansion
for the first five or ten years, obviously.

i am not the one, who is raising children.
i will never become a mother or someone close to it.
that would be the most disgraceful state for myself.
but i can accept conditions where i will be hands free.

central mansion is proposing its whole responsibility.
that would most lkely do even for me.
...
brother is calling me Maria-sama.
i am lightly smiling about it inside.
at least one soul i am able to save.

no kissing in this mansion is impossible rule to keep.
that is why i am enjoying my sore white throat. fuck.