yesterday i again found myself in the eternal tears.
i already told brother, that is quite not happening to me.
i am not the person, who cries no matter what happens.
but since i got back home, i cry almost every week on.
it is just more, than a human body can take. honestly.

the range of such feelings can not be actually felt.
my body is simply shutting down on it.

sometimes i still can not believe it.
my, i am Home.