二番目でもいいから一緒にいたいな・・・

it is already as worst as it could not be.

sex once in a week and back-up relations.
hell different things that lead into something.
something.
something we tried and it was never worth it.

my everlasting dream. my eternal regrets.
my most painful theory where the humans
will not beg for something more they have.
but they always do.

the second once will eager to be the first.
humans can change the order freely.
i so envy w. i can not. i will never be able.
i am bound to bones through that oath.

but i always want it to be working out.
why?

we are going round in circles every season.
seems like i find it entertaining.

for nights sake.