なんとなく
i choose well. i wait. i am looking into.
i do not like much to be disappointed.
because that means nothing apart from
the fact that somewhere i lacked talant
in seeing who is who and all the motives.
and that what hurts most, my lovely pride.
i want to believe, that it is not the case.
i do not remember cases like that before.
i do not absolutely want to give it a start now.
i am so much well-known to not let people close.
before they honestly prove their eager for devotion.
or so-they-call-it. simply the fact that they will stay.
i do not want people by my side, who will run away.
i would find it low. pretty much.
everything is going on standby before the provepoint.
and if i find even a tiny sighn of hesitation in this all.
i do not need it in the first place at all.
i have everything needed in this life.
bonuses and prizes can be easily cut off.
they come and go, and then they come.
again. no need to be attached to a definite.
for sure.
and that is still a big of a question
why i am dragging myself into this all,
when i have my central mansion, coming back.
please, please tell me i can be coming back home.
i would eager for that even more that you could imagine..
@темы:
emerald shadows,
refined cruelty,
our morbidly pleasant place