again, today we were talking about how, the humans love.
that it is really a fairytaile-like to choose your love by heart. by feelings?
but actually you will always stay with those, you can go through the night.
or mainly, people do. the was quite a statement, you should start with sex,
find it worthy, unworthy and then decide if you can find yourself commited.
of course, it is more complicated than this. but i can make my own list of
the people, i probably failed just because the night would not gave us pass.
and i do think, that even we say eternally it doesnt meant the lacking sides.
i will never get a divorce (let me call myself commited *) and i have my own
place on the family mausoleum in the north. yay. but if i ever found myself
declining my experience up till now and from now - call me ancient, then >.<

and there was that girl, pretty much devoted.
working herself our everyday for her master. jeez, she will die alone for sure.
not only she never will be able to fall for someone, to find herself into a love.
into a situation, Francesca loves to name heart-to-heart condition of yours.
but, always being a shadow of someone, you can never adjust to yourself.
you can never cultivate yourself. you can never become any higher than this.
you just serve and adore, highlight without any special bonuces. sacrificing.

i would call it stupid as hell, but aw. such people decide their own fates.

i would reccomend maybe go into the state of lover, but honestly.
people, who consider themselves great teachers, fail in love greatly.
they cant love, they suffer from that. they love (surely) every child.)
but they keep talking about their affairs, that never do them any good.

i work for such a person. well.
maybe i pity his girls even more than him. both together.

but i got today a swiss chocolate as a present, okay. keeep living for that.