it is already october, hence what?
enevitably time to seduce someone <3.
i mean, whats good in seducing those,
who are rightious. no fun, no fire, and.
a definite strange feeling of blaming yourself.
for doing something erm, in-na-propriate. w

i have been always telling bro, that nope, no.
he is not my type. never was. i am in forever
love with those, who are deeper, worse and
more fucked up than me. how is it possible to
be more fucked up and angled than me? easy.

the problem is i was told a way to keep it up.
they say, the perfection is never controlling.
it is letting go. and know, how to return back.

that is why i enjoy raving so much always.
because i always have a point to be back.)

the problem is that you can never go steady
with those, who keep a definite night within.
but i am learning a way to enjoy it momentally.
here and now, eternally.

i want to be perfect in this, yet i am not.

and i already told, i do need a new stylist.
killing the two birds at once, always handy.

and yes, Black Swan is amazing.
Natalie is
...
sex, sweets, solemn mornings? nooo.
shining and set up with the warm embrace ones.
Sunday is close, i should say love Sundays./