i used to love your flaws, imperfections and mistakes more than anything else.

not that i am changing.
not that you ever had..
but at times i did enjoy.

when the autumn comes, i recall back. one second.
because more than that i can not afford myself, and.
which makes me be proud of all of my choices ever.

now, being all leveled up and wise(r)
i could say though, that is a waste, we didnt sleep over.

maybe.