i know, people are different.
the degree of them, being fucked up is also different.
and everyone knows, i make close only such types.
the most angled, arrogant, playing around creatures.
and i dont love them, but i always care about them..
and suffer from them and me never being saved after.

but sometimes it is worth trying. i mean, yes. it is.
sometimes because it is somehow working out..)
and i cant question why i managed at 19 something, i cant now.

i know, people are different. you cant work them all at your please.

that is a simple putting down the fact, not suffering. w