Merry Christmas, loves!
let the magic of this wonderful day be always with you.
...
let us have what we can hold in hands,
let us not linger over something we dont.
let us be strong enough to chase what we crave for.
let us be wise enough to know which craving is right.

i dont do regrets. never.
that is my second Christmas, filled with the warmth.
that is my first Christmas at home and i am happy.

i love this day so quite much.
i am grateful to the special someone, who was near me last year.
that is pretty much ironic and strange, i still keep this memory in.
and i am grateful to the one who is with me now. like always always?
yet we have spent a thousand Christmas together already, though.)

and it is not that the meaning cannot be explained,
but there are certain meanings that are lost forever the moment
they are explained in words.

i know, there are things that can not be returned.
but i wish what i wish and i ask what i ask tonight.
not to be able to step back, but to be able to open up.
that little something, i was holding inside me for a long.

and sometimes it is so difficult to be over your only pride.
to admit. to confess. to be honest to a fault in some things.
to be able to say some things.

so i ask you for the support, Night. today only, only tonight.