for us, always walking hand to hand through the nights
it is that unusual to actually spend the nights in our beds.
but i so adore these moments, looking out the window
to the abnormally beautiful night sky, feeling the cold wind
coming through my window and into my very heart to depth.
calling, no. whispering out your name with my lips only and.
knowing that you lay your hand on me at that every moment.

i would trade everything to be with you.
i would throw away the sun for the stars.

you know,
if it is not love. it is the closest, i have ever been. for now.
...
yes, i remain. yet, i remain.