what comes with the eternal act of learning the ways
is the ability to be capable of turning your feelings off.
even, being crazy in love with someone, it is just that
impossible to be always dwelling in that, overwhelming.
i can not resist it, and i am not sure i will be ever able to
reach the point where i can walk away from these relations.
yet, i can temporaly neglect it and be all over it again once,
twice a month. might i keep it all, might i see it every day.

take my heart, i would come to not want it at all.
the strange impression of me, being partly human.
...
sometimes it is just nice to fly away for a couple of days.
hence, two tickets to Kagoshima. to the lands of oceans.
go, go.