i am not always passing the thresholds with flying colors,
but i want to admit that sometimes it is better to assume,
that the glass, you are holding in your hand is halfway full.
there a lot of ways, how you can define happiness, and yet.
there are times, when it is quite fragmental and hence, dear.

again, there are definite things, that i am trying to achieve
in my relationships and no matter, how breathtaking the sex is.
the feeling of security and a possible way to talk through advice
is not less important, no matter how i want to unseen it as well.

plus, i do know how legendary the attachment could be. still.
there is no reasonable ground to go all the weapons as once at least.
my happiness is to know, that i have more than one way to choose.
for now. this moment. i have someone, i can go to and counsel it again.
you do not know, what you can find in the most strange places.

there is always a difference between going rogue away from home,
randomly. and go knocking on a definite colored door for someone.

but hey,
there is always that awkward moment when you go chasing the legend,
play house, pass on your heart and it ends messy, ugly and so broken.
there is a reason also, why i keep on standing on the ground, where i think.
that we are impossibly great as lovers. but would never be better at something else.

would be never better settled, calmed and silenced,
probably just because it is just who we are deep within.
you. me.

and i am not holding it down.
i am just happy for what we are. for now.
even if sometimes i feel like craving a stability.

i won`t. i learned.