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he often uses this word instead of saying hey, lover.
and let me admit it here.

you will never know the perfect partner, until you meet one.
because all the prejudice, assumptions and hopes don`t matter.
it took me heart to know that perfect is someone, who is like you.
you would hate your minuses, non-adjustment heightened.. much.
it is like looking in the mirror and see all your downs and depths.

but that is what makes you love him like crazy.
because he knows all your spins, inspirations and detachment.
all the rules and that little chaos in your hands that makes you flawed.
beautifully morbid and comfortably distorted.

it is not a great romance. it is not talking about eternities.
but hey, he is the only one in this room who is still the same.
and i love him so.

i do not need a great tragedy.
i gave up my soul for it once. and it will last centuries.
i need someone, who would get the point on a breath.

and we made it work.