very often you do crave for something.
but getting that longed thing in your hands once -
and you become fearless, captive and out of control.
i love in you, this. this very line, where you always..
keep pushing, giving out little heart attacks and fights.

maybe, once we were younger. i was younger.
and i definitely needed that personal hell of mine to proceed.
that is not sad at all that we did not make it work before, lover.
because this time we could, leaving behind all the years and.

now you say that you have loved me all along. you won that too.
you won me. and you are that very person, i can rely on if again,
there is another war i can be at least assured that we are on the
same side. no matter, what bloodshed, crawls and nights come along.

i love your ambitions, that you never give up on your intentions.
that line, where you say that you would not lose (me). would not fail (me).

we are very much alike.
and sometimes it comes into the face like a shattered glass.

but.
you lead me to the way, where i know how to be calm again.

but.
all the lovers, that have gone before can not compare. to. you.