when i was younger, like 19?
i had so many easier solutions.

if my mood was bad and taken by despair,
i used to find a new lover, spend all the money,
change the name and feel devoted only to myself.

now it seems so different. i lost all my mercy.
but what does this matter if someone you chose
breaks his shift to lean by your side during work
just to ask: are we always gonna be together?

yeah, babe.
by all means we do.

and no matter how mind blowing is the sex afterwards,
the things you say and the way how you do it is just so.
young, simple, killing. i can not resist your bloodstream.

i promised myself never do drugs.
but i would do you everyday, love.