i have been thinking a lot these days. suddenly?
that you do not have be a CEO in the company, you dislike everything about.
that when you are still 25 and can build the future (build the future? okay..) with that
partner, you always wanted to, you give no damn to any fool who would trouble it.

that there are no rules.
that money could solve almost everything.
that problem of forgiving people is not an option anymore.

that it is no need to tolerate, adjust, keep your breath.
if you do not like it, go. take everyone you want to with you.
that it is a choice of yours to hate the ones, you want to hate.
to love the ones, you want to love and keep near.

that it is your world. no one else`s.
that you could be one day exactly like the man you love.

my brother, my lover.
we could put our hell to a new use. these days.
...
and i am writing postcards again.
i just do not know what to do anymore.)